New moon creative mind

Well I went to bed painting some watercolours last night...

 

   

They was not intentionally for the new moon, but for friends, this is long time out standing image they asked me to produce and I was full of ideas. 

Also during the day of the 20th, new moon, at work I subconsciously explored some watercolours... In the morning I thought iv haven't used them for ages and just picked them up. Then I sat there in a blank mind and when ever I do that I tend to draw venus ....

But then I noticed a drop I made ...

 

And it fascinated me watching the colours mix, so I began to explore...

And explore more...

I really like the out come, subconscious flow of energy of colour of life, a reflection of the universe = me = in the paint. Meditative, I wonder how this could translate to an installation, environment of some kind.

Today I want to paint more, I have lots of ideas and I feel with watercolour it's a quick yet free medium.. By free I mean i can't control it. I like that I loose control then I can connect with it somehow it's a flow from inside out to the paintbrush to the paper. This is a constant theme in me, I work with paint very much in this way (most of the time) using a lot of water and trying to loose control, but then I also use block brush strokes for life drawing in which I just become immerse in the colour and lines that I loose the control almost to the energy between the body me and the brush/board. 

Is it a reflection of the whole of life, the whole universe? Our push pull between control and letting go, death and life. Do we forget that every moment is a death. And can we remember we are infinite... We are infinite. We are infinite. We are infinite. 

Infinite subconsious = soul = water and paint .... The subconscious mind .... Reality... Cosmos... Our eyes... Losing thought ....connection with another dimension.